Roller Coaster of Emotions

FUCK!!!!!


Tomorrow I drive to France. I don't even know where I am going or anything. I haven't even finished packing (although that is getting nearer)  but still... I am currently uploading Fifteen Minute French onto my external harddrive...please work on my mini laptop.


Oh my god. I am having massive second thoughts. After everything that has happened this week - seeing the girls, regular catch up with Katie, socialising with work, seeing Alex, and my grandparents and chatting regularly with Joe...
Like I am aware that this as all happened because I am going but it doesn't make it any less amazing to have done all these things (although it does make me skint). I am going to miss everybody so flipping much.


There have been so many tears over the last couple of days, which there shouldn't be cause this is an amazing experience but it is such a massive thing. What if I hate it? What if they hate me? Can you drink French water? What if I forget to drive on the right side of the road?


My brain is in overdrive.


Blurgh.


But anyway, this is the last post for a while as I drive down tomorrow and won't have any internet in the flat, as soon as I do though I will let you all know with another post.


If you want my French address then please message me and I will send it, although there is one rule to you coming to visit me, and that is that you have to come over with some of this tea:

http://www.whittard.co.uk/tea/flavoured_black_tea/spiced_imperial

Apparantly, Whittards went into liquidation at the start of the year so the only way that you can get their tea's now is via their website, and as I dont want to have to pay the fifteen quid fee to get it sent abroad the best thing is to bring it is a gift on your visits - YOU WILL BE REIMBURSED!!!


Tonight I was mainly drinking Brancott Sauvignon Gris - Majestic Parcel wine...LUSH!!!!


Hope and Safe guys x